PKA AGM

Today was PKA AGM. It was funny because it was so formal, that everyone had to speak in Malay, and everything was done according to what was being projected on the screen. PKA is never so formal anytime of the year except for the AGM. Well, what to do, this is what was required by the HEPP.

This is my third time attending AGM in PKA. First time, I was caught in shock that AGM was done in this manner and I was one of the new exco up there after the old exco board was dismissed. I still can remember the faces of the seniors back then, well, it was not so long ago after all. But you must also know that a lot of people had gone, and a lot of people have joined us in this big family. Second time, I was doing my part as the Secretary in the AGM and was up there again as part of the new exco board. Filled with anticipation and nervousness, seeing my seniors would be leaving after that, I was scared. I was so used to having seniors around me. Third time, which was today - as I stepped down and a new group of exco went up there, and when Esmond was giving his speech - tears were in my eyes, but I did not let them come down, in my heart, I said a prayer for everyone of them - the ones who are going to continue to run the race in USM, in PKA. These people are very dear to me, even though I may not know every one of them personally. Both out-going and in-coming president also said that there must be a purpose for PKA to exist in this campus, there must be a purpose for us to be here at this time at this place. If we were to loose it, our focus and drive will be taken away from us.

I see how God was in the picture, how God led PKA in the past and continue to lead PKA now. It is 3 years old now. I believe that God will continue to lead PKA in the future, too. Yesterday I had a dream, I dreamed that PKA is going to merge with another CF, and I was left in shock. But it caused me to think - I may not see what will happen to CF after I leave this campus, it may go through tough times, it may spring forth and continue to bless the campus, the number of member may increase, may decrease, etc.. But, no matter what will happen to CF, in CF, through CF, all things are in God's almighty hand. He'll never leave nor forsake us, as individual or CF as a whole.

Also, as I was talking with Su-Yen, something stood out for me - there is a season for everything, and for every season, there'll be different things - different people will create different dynamic, will create different picture in the CF.

There may be danger and storm that you might face, my dear brothers and sisters, but be strong in the Lord, for He is strong and He shall be your strength and fortress. And I know, I believe that all of you, all of us will grow to be better person in God and for God. This is what I know and believe in.

"Stand up, stand up for Jesus
ye soldiers of the cross;
lift high his royal banner,
it must not suffer loss.
From victory unto victory
his army shall he lead,
till every foe is vanquished,
and Christ is Lord indeed."

March on, my fellow comrades.