Welcome back!

Let me start blogging again. After a long long while, maybe it's time to resume it though I may not have any reader :) It's just a site for myself.

I'm getting married in less than 90 days from now. Time flies. So excited about it!

Many things have changed in 2 years time. One decision leads to another. And I'm glad and happy that I am where I am now.

I'm thankful to God for bringing Pang into my life. He is indeed a blessing to me. As we are going to embark in a new journey as husband and wife together, I pray that God will be the center of our marriage and family. As we centered our marriage and family in God, we know that we are building our home on a strong, firm foundation.

Studying KPLI currently at IPTB Kampus Tuanku Bainun. Life is so hectic.

I know, God is training me to be stronger and tougher. I shall not lose my focus, I shall not stray away. God is my shepherd.

Be good, Han-Yu. :)

About feelings

Something is missing in me? Is it so?
Something is missing over the time.
Or rather, I've grown?

But does growing up means giving away certain traits in your life?
Not really so.
But I think, sometimes something may just disappear without you noticing it

like, being sentimental.

I was reading someone's blog - realized that we've all grown up.
That person, is still very in touched with her feelings and emotions
me, on the other hand, have let things passed me by more easily

Was I too busy to keep in touch with my inner being?
Maybe not

Just the way we view things and response to things.

Anyway, I miss missing old times
I miss spending time, or rather, wasting time in certain ways
like doing cards and artwork
I shall pick it up again - because that can shape my life in certain ways

Work is taking up too much of my time?
No time to do something?

Maybe it's just the matter of whether you want to do it or not
Make a decision to choose to do something
Then set your heart to do it
And do it right, do it well

Only You

Have you heard of the song
"Only You"?

saying this to You --

the only One whom I can trust and I trust
the only One who gives me rest and peace
the only One where my strength comes from
the only One who will never leave me nor forsake me
the only One who holds me close to His heart
the only One who is always faithful and merciful
the only One who never fails me
the only One who knows me inside out
the only One whom I run to when I am desperate
the only One who has my best interest in mind
the only One who loves me

let me be at rest

Choices in Life

Have you ever wonder -
your life can be totally different
from the way it used to be
by just a change of mind?

you can laugh,
when you choose to
you can stop crying,
when you choose to
you can persist on
if you choose to
and
similarly
you can give up
if you choose to

Life is all about choices we make,
isn't it?

Everything happens in your life
Every decision you make
Every move you take
and even
Every word you say
makes so much difference
not only in your life
but others' lives, too

And once you decided
on something,
is there any turning back?

Well, that depends on you
I think

UpdAtEs.. uPdAteS.. UPDATES!

wow, it has been sometime since i last updated my blog. well, busy... is always the best answer :)
time to revive my blog and update.
first, i'm no longer a STUDENT!!
i graduated last May, finished my last paper in my life (felt so sad when i finished the paper, sad to leave the exam hall and my "examination life" behind, after all, i've been a product of examination, and sat for many many tests and examinations all my life).
now i'm looking forward to my BIG day! my CONVOCATION! my big day is on the 19th of Aug 2007, and is the morning 9am session. for my friends in Pg, do drop by and share this great moment with me. i hope to see many of you by then.
well, i really miss PKA and USM, and of course its swimming pool and the lifeguards..
my uni life, study was not really the main component but the people there had made a great, significant impact in my life. the three years there has been the most wonderful and fulfilling time. looking back at it now, i can say that i'm blessed in so many ways by all of you, despite the many tears and struggles, as these had shaped me into who i am today. i thank all of you who walked into my life and lent a light to me, many many of you all. i hope we can somehow continue to paint colours into one's life in the future, that we may spark off some new sparks if our lives do meet.
i'm currently working as a translator in a legal firm in KL. i love my job and enjoy immersing myself in the world of languages. i love my dictionaries and buku istilah because they play a very important role in my work :) my bosses are good and my colleagues are good, too. i also get to manage the library there and hopefully, will have time to read up some text books in the library, and learn more things in the world of law.
i'm even more blessed to be able to stay with my 2nd uncle and auntie. with dinner ready everytime i go home and a room to myself, hot shower awaits me everyday, i'm really blessed. it's very homely there. this back me up in my work as it enables me to really concentrate and give my best to my work.
and many thanks to my beloved one who has been there for me all the way, who has become my mastermind and given many advices to me when i'm confused or lost, who is so far yet so near to me.
and the greatest honour goes to God, my DEAR FRIEND. He is the one to be praised and i thank Him for His wonderful plan for me. He has not forsaken me even though i've strayed away, and with open arms, He welcomes me back to His warm embrace. He has protected my and kept me safe and sound through danger and threats. and He provides my every needs and reaches out to me when i need Him the most. introducing Him to all of you--- He is Jesus Christ. if you do not know Him, try to get to know Him because He is a real and living God. you'll find Him a great and wonderful one.

finally, i love my life.