Chunks of thoughts

What is grace?
Grace is something that is given by someone to another person who does not deserve it, without any condition, and he has nothing to offer to that person in return, and that he can only willingly receive and say "thanks". Grace is what a beggar receives when someone dumps in 1 cent to his mangkuk and gives him a smile. He doesn't not deserve it at all. But a gracious person willingly takes out 1 cent to give it to him.

Well, the 1 cent can be replaced by RM100, or if you want to say it, RM1 million. But no matter how big or small the amount of money is, it is still grace. Why? because the beggar doesn't deserve it.

Thanks to Jojo who willingly took me in and let me overnight at her nice place for 2 nights. Thanks for the love and hospitality. May God bless you.

Went to WORDilicious Inverstigator (WI), organized by FES (Fellowship of Evangelical Student) on the 7th of Oct. It was GOOD. The story of Ruth spoke to me about making a decision and keep to it, paying the cost to love others, not a low cost, but a high one; not a cheap love, but an expensive one. Got to see a lot of brothers and sisters from both NC '05 and Camp Cam '06. It was really good. Had reunion dinner with my D'Villa family at Nando's in MidValley and had some catching up with one another. Sorry Yin Yee, Eliz, Karen and others, didn't do announcemet in our Yahoo Group. Maybe I'll try next time, but no promise ya :)

This week is really loaded with work, I wonder how am I going to survive through it. Flew back from KL this morning, woke up at 3 something in the morning to catch the flight at 7am, reached Pg at 8am. Thanks to Sin Yee and Kah Wei who were so kind to come all the way to the Pg International Airport to fetch me back home. In 15 minutes more time, I'll need to go out and have 2 tests, first is oral interview, 20%, from 10.45am-11am, second is the interpreting final test, 25%, at 11.30am. I'm very scared of the 2nd test :( Come back home and do my tutorial homework which has to be passed up and presented in the tutorial later. Wed have to hand in one report, Thur another assignment which I haven't started, and a test on the same day, Fri another test which consists of 30% and finally Sat another test, 40%. God, I really need You to sustain me through this week. I put my trust in You. I really have to trust in You.

And to fail God is another bad thing. How could I? fail Him again and again? God, be patient with me and forgive me. I can only cling on to Your promises which say that You are gracious and faithful and loving and merciful. I need You. And I can't afford to loose You, I can't afford to not to have You in my life. I wanna be Your dear daughter. Help me to walk with You day by day. *Hugz*.

Ok, I shall go, or else I'll be late for the test.